the thought of all the stupid things i've done

"oh no, i see,
a spider web and it's me in the middle,
so i twist and turn,
here i am in love in a bubble,
singing, i never meant to cause you trouble."

sometimes i hear a song that has been years in-between a listen, and it gets to me in a different way than it ever has before. our memories, perhaps they do not change, but the picture is shaken up sometimes; blurring the edges, but making the middle - the focal point - clear as day.

sometimes we turn away,
sometimes we squint our eyes and look closer.
all of leaving tiny lines on our skin that we will wish to cover up later.
but all of it,
each and every part,
even the paths full of spider webs,
is who we are.

trouble ~ coldplay

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