time won't give me time

the hardest part of losing someone and learning to let go are the little reminders, and the habits you have to break. the fact that i still hear things, see things, experience things that i want to share with you and i cannot anymore. that the phone calls i used to make on my way home from work are no more. the fact that as hurt and angry as i am, and how much iknow that in many ways this is for the best, i still miss you. and, all those memories, i am not sure what to do with them. time, they always say in time it will be easier, and i say the same thing to people i love. so, i will give myself time, and i know it will get easier. today, though, not so easy.